Going to California
Initially, winning first place in the Los Angeles Beach Book Festival for “Are You An Idiot?”, I felt angst. “I don’t want to go all the way out there.” And then, I had a moment where I thought, “You don’t have to always move on to what’s next. Enjoy it for a minute.” Writing has always been effortless. Even as a kid, I knew that it was something that I could do better than my classmates, but then, it became a hunger. Springsteen is in the Billy Joel documentary and he said, “Wanting to write is like wanting to eat. It’s just being hungry, and you have to get rid of the urge.” I’ve always felt that. I’ve been writing something for decades because I have to. I tried to take a break once about ten years ago and I yelled to my wife: “What do you people do all day?” So it’s ever present and to get an award for it is kind of a shrug. “I knew it was good,” I said, “Or I wouldn’t have put it out.” Which is cocky, but is certainly part of that mental makeup. “I tried to figure out why I lived ...