Routine Change

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As Kathy recovers it has become evident that the one thing that changed was the routine.

I’m finding that the little bit of casual time that I did have within a day is lost as I play beat the clock at work to get back to help around here.

More anxiety in a world that is filled with it in the summer months because my work is going full blast.

We had some movement as Kathy was able to shift out of one room and hung around the room where she could get as close to being outside as possible, and PT came around, along with the nurses, so there has been a bit of relief, but it doesn’t change my mindset as I have thought:

Get up and out earlier.

Hustle when I’m on a site, and get back earlier.

The other change has been dinner, as there hasn’t been much of an appetite, and I found that I don’t exactly know how to prepare heart-healthy food.

I made a few dinners that were passed on, and thankfully Kathy’s sister made her dinner that she was happy about.

Being thrown out of my routines has been rough on me, but there’s one thing that has remained constant.

Yep.

Oliver is always ready to play.

I’ve found that my time to take a deep breath is when the dog is soaring through the air and catching the football.

And then I turn on the Yankees…

…and my freaking anxiety picks up again.

I need the All-Star break.

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